Hahaha, what's the point? (semi-emo mind dump)

[Oni Lukos]

I keep trying to make some good art in my comics, especially art that I can crank out easily and in a timely fashion, but I always wind up with something either crap or that takes 3 hours per character in the panel. That's not a good way to make a webcomic. I might as well give up. My latest attempts aren't much better. My god I'm tired. I'ma gonna go to bed now. When I wake up, I'll be rested, but my Flash art will still suck. Maybe I should do it in Photoshop or something. Hell, why do I even bother? Barely anyone reads my comics. I have a total of one fan. Oh great, the song Schadenfreude just came on. That sure helps me feel better. I'll probably feel better in the morning, until the reality I feel every day sets in again. Gee, I wonder how much longer I'll make this crappy mind dump. Blech. This vent is pretty useless, but I guess it's good for my psyche. Don't bottle it all in and what. You know, I do have an LJ, but I don't use it for this kind of thing. I just post humorous AIM logs in it. Eh. I haven't worked on the code for my website in a few weeks, either. It's all buggy right now because I'm rewriting big parts of the system on top of the fact that I'm adding new features. I can never get around to adding the important features that I'll need if I'm going to open-source it like I'm planning on. I should really go to bed. I have some other programming project I'm working on right now anyway. It's helping me learn Objective-C, which is good. I never really feel good anymore. Only really when I got a Wii last week and when I found out that I got in Early Decision to my top choice of a college. And that wore off after a few days and I felt like crap again. Why am I writing this anyway? I should just turn off my music and computer and go to bed. Notice a trend in this? Ugh, I can't even help but make light of a situation even when I feel like crap. And sometimes that attempt at humor gets misinterpreted as a jab at someone or some dumb thing, and I end up offending someone by accident. I do that way too often. Sometimes I'm just too honest. Everything I do just seems to come back and bite me and I'm sick of that. Can't I ever do anything right?

Blahh wall of text. I'm going to bed.

[Evan]

You know, I've been feeling the same way.

I wish I could say something more than that. Let me see.

Keep trying to do your silly comic, though, dude! Seriously. The art doesn't have to be spectacular if you have other needs like timeframes and crap. And who cares if you have just one fan? Do it for yourself. Have fun with it! I recently froze up in a ball of failure over my stupid cartoon, but I'm not going to be Super-Success Man or anything, that's silly to say. DO IT FOR YOU, MANGS.

...and damn really I can connect on really everything else. EVERYTHING. Dude I don't know what to say because the best I ever say is always something to the effect of "CHIN UP BUCKAROO" and just be happy you aren't buying Invader Zim and Jack Skellington clothes out of Hot Topic.

[王泥喜]

If you're doing a webcomic or something - what kind of genre is it? A comedy can be quality even if the art is relatively crude.

[Oni Lukos]

It's not really some breakthrough genre and/or with humor so good the art doesn't matter.
And the problem is that I don't really enjoy making them that much. Hence why I barely make it anymore. They just take too long to make.