Post by Oni Lukos on Dec 22, 2006 22:24:35 GMT -5
I keep trying to make some good art in my comics, especially art that I can crank out easily and in a timely fashion, but I always wind up with something either crap or that takes 3 hours per character in the panel. That's not a good way to make a webcomic. I might as well give up. My latest attempts aren't much better. My god I'm tired. I'ma gonna go to bed now. When I wake up, I'll be rested, but my Flash art will still suck. Maybe I should do it in Photoshop or something. Hell, why do I even bother? Barely anyone reads my comics. I have a total of one fan. Oh great, the song Schadenfreude just came on. That sure helps me feel better. I'll probably feel better in the morning, until the reality I feel every day sets in again. Gee, I wonder how much longer I'll make this crappy mind dump. Blech. This vent is pretty useless, but I guess it's good for my psyche. Don't bottle it all in and what. You know, I do have an LJ, but I don't use it for this kind of thing. I just post humorous AIM logs in it. Eh. I haven't worked on the code for my website in a few weeks, either. It's all buggy right now because I'm rewriting big parts of the system on top of the fact that I'm adding new features. I can never get around to adding the important features that I'll need if I'm going to open-source it like I'm planning on. I should really go to bed. I have some other programming project I'm working on right now anyway. It's helping me learn Objective-C, which is good. I never really feel good anymore. Only really when I got a Wii last week and when I found out that I got in Early Decision to my top choice of a college. And that wore off after a few days and I felt like crap again. Why am I writing this anyway? I should just turn off my music and computer and go to bed. Notice a trend in this? Ugh, I can't even help but make light of a situation even when I feel like crap. And sometimes that attempt at humor gets misinterpreted as a jab at someone or some dumb thing, and I end up offending someone by accident. I do that way too often. Sometimes I'm just too honest. Everything I do just seems to come back and bite me and I'm sick of that. Can't I ever do anything right?
Blahh wall of text. I'm going to bed.
Blahh wall of text. I'm going to bed.